It's kind of a surreal thing to see your child grow up.
I used to look at people who would get all nostalgic and sad about their children growing up and think, "Why are you crying over your kid getting older? They're more 'fun' when they're older and more independent!" Well, this past month I got a big ol' smack in my ignorant face.
Many. Many. Many. Many times I found myself looking at old pictures of Payton and reading her birth story and getting misty-eyed. Ok...let's be real. I was a big baby wishing I could hold my brand-new, crying-all-the-time, sweet smelling, super soft, itty bitty, and sleepy baby girl again.
Husband thought I had gone cray cray.
There's a special feeling you get when your baby first comes into your world. It is life-altering. Your world has changed for all eternity. This little bundle of joy is yours for forever. FOR-E-VER! And it is magical.
It is also scary, terrifying, and exhausting, exhausting, exhausting.
But still, it is absolutely wonderful! And you discover an all new type of love. You love this itty bitty baby so much you immediately will do anything to protect it.
And then your baby is ONE!
WHAT????
Where did the time go? Seriously. Time flies! And you love your not-so-itty-bitty TODDLER even more than the moment you first held her in your arms.
Anyway, our little Payton Liberty is ONE now and we just love her more and more each day.
She surprises us everyday with new things she has learned and figured out. She makes us laugh everyday. Lately she hasn't been the greatest sleeper and we find ourselves getting frustrated...'cause...you know...we're TIRED! But then in the morning when she wakes up and is all smiley and giggly we forget about the fact that she got up in the middle of the night with no intention on going back to bed anytime soon.
How can you get mad when your baby smiles at you, reaches for you, squeezes you back when you pick her up and hug her, and gives you a big, open-mouthed kiss on the cheek? You can't!!!
Now that she is ONE...
SHE NOW...
has 6 teeth
walks with her push and ride car all around the house
is starting to try to talk a lot more
is a picky eater {I'm not happy about this!!!!}
waves HI and BYE
{LOVES TO DANCE!}
starts to bounce, shake, and wave her arms the moment she hears music
wants to hold books and read them all by herself
is very opinionated about everything and will let you know if she likes something or doesn't
will sit on her push and ride car and push herself around
mostly doesn't like to be held
enjoys playing with cars and says "MMMMMM!" when she plays with them
is OBSESSED with her blankie and binkie
naps twice a day still {on most days}
is nursing just twice a day
has crazy, straight hair that I have no idea what to do with
has a toy phone and will bring it up to her ear and talk
is my little copy-cat
says momma usually when she's mad or sad
LOVES her daddy
Her stats:
28 inches long {13th percentile}
19 lbs {38th percentile}
Probably my favorite thing that she does now is when you ask her "What does a cow say?" She says, "Mooooooo!" When you ask her, "What does a sheep say?" She says, "Bababababa!" And she growls when you ask her, "What does a lion say?" We're working on saying "Ooh ooh, Ah Ah!" when we ask her, "What does a monkey say?"
We seriously love this girl to the moon and back and couldn't imagine our life without her!
And while I miss her being an Itty Bitty baby, I absolutely adore watching her grow and learn new things! I am one proud momma! And I love to see how much husband is proud of her and to see how much he loves her. It's the greatest!
{End of cheesy post!}
Now onto a million pictures! I can't help it.
